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In
my last semester as a Religion student at Mount Holyoke College I sat in my
Feminist Theology seminar with only one question for our guest speaker: "Why
are you still a Catholic?" A question I rarely dared to ask myself as I spent
most of my studies concentrating on Buddhism, travelling abroad to Dharamsala,
India, interning with the Buddhist Peace Fellowship in Berkeley, even learning
Tibetan; by most observable assessments I had swapped the pew I grew up in for
a zafu. But Mary Hunt reminded me in such a simple and smart way that
Catholicism is about community building and justice seeking. She said: "This is
what a Catholic looks like. We have a responsibility to speak this language."
In
that moment I realized I had been resisting something that has always belonged
to me. Raised in a Jesuit-educated Catholic family in Upstate, New York I felt
less confirmed within the church, and more convinced that we were celebrating a
god that was too small. One of the great mysteries for me growing up in a church-going
family was the personal and religious reconciliation the Catholics I knew
negotiated, sometimes weekly to make sense of their faith. The dissonance between what was practiced
during Mass, and what Catholicism meant at the dinner table seemed an
exhausting spiritual dance of ambivalence.
It wasn't until I began to identify as a feminist theologian that my
spiritual worlds converged in a moment of satori:
ambivalence is a virtue! The sisters and
daughters of Mary Daly gave me permission to re-claim my Catholicism with all
of my questions as an extraordinary action of faith. Ambivalence means courageously engaging the
sacred to foster critique, conversation and innovation in the pursuit of
knowing God. Just as Carter Heyward writes, "To love God is to un-do evil," I
so strongly believe that God must manifest as an expression of creative justice
whereby inclusivity, "right-relation," and the elimination of discrimination
are central on the path toward a higher liberation. I graduated feeling
empowered by women, activists, and radicals who claimed their faith and the
responsibility to speak a language beyond the binary in order to celebrate the
wisdom of all human and divine goodness.
Pursuing
an interest in the intersection between human rights, spiritual activism, and
transformative justice, I interned as a researcher with the Pluralism Project
at Harvard University and as the Religion and Faith intern at the Women and
Public Policy Program at the Harvard Kennedy School. Both opportunities
raised questions of the civic life of a religious person, informing both
activism and dialogue in the public realm. I went on to receive a Master of
Human Rights degree from the School of Oriental and African Studies (SOAS,
University of London), focusing on the human rights of women, peace-building
processes, and earning a distinction on my master's thesis exploring the legal
concept of Universal Jurisdiction. My time and studies in London allowed me to
critically explore the dissonance between global and regional judicial bodies,
and localized, holistic justice processes. SOAS encouraged the vitality of
allowing space in one's research and mind to question what human rights and
human dignity look like around the world and the various paths one might take
to achieve transformative permutations of peace. As a student I was active in
the local Amnesty International chapter and the Spiritual Dialogue Circle,
hoping to balance peacework inwardly and outwardly. It is in the spirit of
liberation from injustice and of celebration of diversity within divinity that
I feel called to tirelessly work for an agenda of peace, hope, and
security. The strongest women I know are
Catholic women, whether out of spite or out of a deep and radical love, and I
trust in their wisdom.
The
success of WOC and the work of championing a dialogical community of equals is
a non-linear journey that I am excited to be a part of. As a human rights
issue and as an issue of deep personal faith, this work pulls all of my
heartstrings so that I may stand up as a young woman and say, "This is what a
Catholic looks like." It is through the work, energy, and members of WOC that I
feel I can finally embrace the Dalai Lama's famous words, "Stay in your
religion and meditate." Even in my most
Buddhist moments-holding the hand of the Dalai Lama, circumambulating pagodas from Bodh
Gaya to Boston, retreating into the fields of Vermont-I held my Catholicism in
my being, with love and certainly with ambivalence. And so we dance,
celebrating women of faith and performing our heart-work for what we know to be
good. As WOC's new Membership
Coordinator, I feel blessed to support and collaborate with our vibrant and
committed members. Let's get to know each other and share our gifts to
strengthen and renew the passion and vision within this amazing community.
To
contact Kate, click here or call (202) 675-1006
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